Hijab.

Salam, readers.

I've been thinking about writing this since last week. But hey, when you're just lazy, nothing will be completely done. Typical me and you, much? Hehe.

So what makes me blog this? Well, last week can't remember the day, a friend of mine asked ;

 " what makes you start wearing hijab? "

Well, I answered her , " I finally see the beauty of it :) " *malu malu nk jawab *. And she was like,

" and how do you feel now? secured? "

And I replied " Yess. Indeed, that's the right word! Secured. "

Alhamdullilah. I've actually started wearing hijab since 14th Ramadhan last year. Well, some people might actually say " baru nak terhegeh2 pakai? " Oh ho.Honestly, I don't care when people says those little things to bring you down. Okay. Tipu. I used to care, but not anymore now. And in fact, if someone were to ask me like " mesti like regret tak pakai dari dulu kan? ". It'll be a big lie if I were to answer NO. But frankly speaking, it don't really matter. Sbb it's never too late for anything. Don't put the blame on my parents saying ' tak ajar anak this and that and so on ' but what they said are just true enough. They kept telling me this since I was little ;

" We won't force you wearing one. What's the use of forcing when it'll just lead to wearing it tak ikhlas. "

and, 

" Don't wear until you're fully ready. If pakai tudung but then the attitude are just so memalukan, what's the use of it? "

okay. jap. you people must be thinking I have a very bad attitude previously. Ha ha. Where got la. It's just some kind of mcm example like that. Nowadays kan macam macam. So they definitely won't want that to ever happen to their child kan? I hear a lot since I was little and until now, there's still some about it. In other words, they want me to wear it knowing the important of it. Not for their sake, but instead for me myself and for the Mighty Allah. :)

And extending the answer for the second question td. Alhamdullilah. Secured sangat sangat. There's this feeling where I tend to gain the confidence that I once had before. Instead, i gained more and more, day by day. Feels so safe and have got nothing to worry knowing that I'm protected. InsyaAllah :)

Lastly, I admit that I'm not a perfect Muslim.I still make mistakes here and there. But InsyaAllah. I'll do my very best to be one. Perform what is needed to be perform and protect what is needed to be protected. InsyaAllah. Each day, I'm learning new things, and I'm proud of it. Thank you, Allah :)

Remember, it's never too late for anything. With His will, InsyaAllah. :)

Till I blog again, loves. :)