May 27, 2009

tired.sleepy.sleep.

it's 10.29pm and ouch.

hey hey blogspot.com
i did miss you.
haha.

the reason i didnt blog yest was because
maxis broadband had a stupid problem
i didnt even get to online for a single minute yest.
so papa called maxis centre and mara2
and yeah. finally boleh pakai :)

oh ho
i slept the whole journey to johor
sgt mengantooook
and reached kluang johor abt 10am cmtuh
then mencari the hospital
found! and yeah 10.30am smpai the hosp

paknyah was undergoing some checkups dkt emergency room
and after 15 mins bru dpt jumpe dia
omg.
he really looked sick! sgt sgt skinny!

and his face was really diff. sangat pucat.
i was really shocked and upset,
sbb the person who's infront of my eyes time tuh,
dulu he's a happy go lucky human,
xpenah tgk him like depressed or wtv. always being happy.
but now, he's on a bed in the hospital.
looking sgt weak. sgt sick.
aww. i felt like crying time tuhh.
he cant even talk. gosh. pity him sgt2.

mama cried when she shaked his hand,
sian mama.it's her bday and her only brother is admitted to the hosp,
and looking sgt ill.
and paknyah cried shaking my dad's hand.
paknyah kept on saying sorry, because a week before he's sick,
paknyah scolded papa sbb something
i mean there was a little family fight sekejap.
time tuh i kat muadzam, so xtau sgt story.
but that was like sgt sgt menyedihkn
and i criedddd.
uishhhh.

and the other sad thing was when i stepped in the wad melur(4)
aish. dlm tuh, all the patient like sgt saket.
most of them are old people. aww. pity them.
i dah la taley tgk all these kind of stuffs. ill tend to cry.
and oh, the patient next to paknyah was an old man
he is as the same age as paknyah,
but god. he's like sgt skinny, nmpk tulang,
and looks sgt oldddd and sgt sick.
asked his wife, whats the sickness?
and she said it's lung cancer, final stage.
oh my goddd.

sgt kesian gilerrr. nak makn pun dh taley, apetah lagi nk ckp.
sgt kesian wehh! aissh.
tunggu time je. aish. wife dia sgt strong ;(

ya allah, selamatkanlah hamba mu itu.

i just hate goverment hospital.
you know the surroundings.
the doctors the nurse the staffs the kemudahans
it's like sgt grr! mengundang kemarahan sungguh
my uncle yg dlm keadaan saket sgt2 arituh,
ambulance send him straight to the emergency room
he has got this mcm bisol bernanah bengkak yg sgt besar kt blakang,
oh yeah btw,dia kencing manis critical stage.
back to the story,
dlm kesakitakn yg amek saket tuh,
you tau the doct suruh two nurse pgg him,
and the other mcm cucuk and like korek2 that thing
dlm condition my uncle yg still sedar
*ngilu giler bayangkan!*
ape lagi, my uncle was shouting screaming in pain out loud!
and smpai patah ape tah bnda my uncle pgg time tuh
ye la, dorng like korek dlm gileerrr!
smpai daging2 tuh kena korek
oh god! cant they just at least bius him first!?
gile menyeksa patient betul!!

grr. the second operation naseb baek my uncle request for the bius
arghhh! i cant just stand when someone begitu kejam!!
tak berperasaan langsung. bersimpati la sikit!!!
bangang bangang bangang punye hospitaaal!!!!!
mmg td papa mara doct tuh kaw2 dpn other patients la!
fushhh! mmg ptt kena saman kan kan?

pergghhhh!!!!!!!

oh btw, lg sad thing is,
my uncle for the past two weeks,
pkul 3am onwards je,
unconciously he'll screamed calling arwah his mother, my grandmother,
bnyk2 kali.
sian giler, my mum trus cry bile my cousin tell her the story.
ye la, my uncle, he's the only boy in the family,
so all his prob he shares with my arwah grndma.
she passed away on 2003..
aww. i missed arwah atah sangat sangattt ;(

haishh.
then abt 1pm cmtuh,
we went for lunch.
there was my aunty from pd and my cousin(my uncles eldest son) with his sons.
had briyani gham :)
ohh. btw, played with my nephews.
aww lama gile xjumpe dorng.
sgt comeeeel :D
zainul and umaar :)
zainul's already 3 years old and his little brother, umar is almost one year old.
the two brothers that looks sgt diff. haha.
abang had the father's face, and adik had the mom's face.
aww ;)

ohh after lunched,
we checked in the hotel
prime city hotel

then naek and i as usual la
tdoooooooo
and then abt 4pm we went to the shopping complex nearby,
bought some stuff
some food stocks and some food rations for kt muadzam nnt
then went back to the hosp
lawat2 kejaap
ramai gile orangg -_-"
and ouhh. time nie, there was one patient, indian old guy patient.
rase dia dh bole kuar kot,
so he changed his clothes, he had difficulties, but there seems no one yg nk help,
xkn la i nak tlg kannn.
haha. time dia tuka his pants tuh, he was like nk terjatuh,
so mcm i nampk his asss, and trus pndng tmpt laen.
hahaha! oh goshhh. there was another patient nie pandang jugak,
and he spot me nmpk, then he laughsss!
i cm bengong la pesaket nie.

haha comell :)

then mase nk go carpark, we passed by another male wad
haha there was a chinese old patient mcm jln2 pusing2 dpn ward tuh,
ttbe dgr a nurse ckp,
'eehhh! jahh! uncle ah chong tu jln jln merayau2 kt luarr!
cpt cpt bwk dia masuk!'
haha. mungkin he's crazy. tp sgt comelll!

haha. then went back to the hotel
and sgt tired!
and watched slumdog millionaire again
with mama and luqman.
while watching, i as usuall
tdooooooooo
hahaha tau2 dh pkul 10am :)

grr. think thats all for now.
sgt ngantookkkk

haish. ive got no idea bile nak balek muadzam nie

teater preview's on saturday
mama plak suruh balek saturday
and when i said that there'll be a preview bla bla bla,
mama said ;
'dont they know the meaning of emergency??'

i just kept my mouth shut.
haishh.

k k thats it for now mr. blogspot.
nk tdoooo :)

sorry no pictures. ada mmg ada. but malaslah.

nyte,
tqawantstosleeppppp ;)


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