June 1, 2009

i guess it's final.

it's 1.56am. still felt like blogging ;)

erm the whole week mase balek kl arituh
i really had fun.
and ouh,
tidak dilupakan,
i did try to slow talk with my mum bnyk kali
and i did it when she's in a good mood je.

some conversations ;

otw to bangsar tmn mama appointment,
me : mama, if i want to further my degree in uniten, bole kan?
mama : sure, as long it's not in muadzam.
me : alaaa.

oh gosh. muadzam takla jauh sgt maaa.

then went petronas ngn mama nk byr bill,
makcik bill : tqa tuh study mane eh?
mama : uniten kat muadzam
makcik bill : ohh. kat pahang kn?
mama : tu la, jauh sgt, study kat sini lagi bagus.

oh gosh. again, distance cant be the issues maaa

time tgk tv and having tea with mama ;
me : ma, i dont think bole go other universities besides mmu semua
mama : if xbole means the foundation certificate has got a low value
me : no la, not that. they've said it earlier dulu
mama : but ive call uniten earlier asked them bout this
me : but i have great friends there. i love it there. dh sgt comfortable maa.
mama : it's too far la kakak
me : hurmm
mama : kakak, you dont understand my feelings ke *in a sad tone*

where shall i put my feelings then mama? ;(

otw to parade with mama ;
me : so if it's final,
u and papa must dtg muadzam yg jauh tuh amek brg sume
mama : tada hal. that's not an issue kakak *in a cheerful tone*

i was really hoping she said ala, malas la jauh laa.

while lepaking in mama and papa's room,
papa : eh when did aliff starts his study eh?
mama : early january
papa : oh anak kapten sape tah kt langkawi dh 80 hrs flying
mama : dont compare la, bile compare tuh la u'll tend to be angry semua
and there's where it hurts.

why must mine be compared then? ;(

breakfast on sat morning with papa and yaya ;
me : papa, if confirmed tak sambung degree kt uniten,
then papa kena dtg muadzam la amek barng.
papa : when are u finishing?
me : middle of june. after teater.
papa : ok. then nnt study kt sini senang, shah alam dekat je
nnt papa buy car,senang nk travel.
me : itupun if dpt kat shah alam *smbil cucuk2 the roti telur*
papa : then if tak dpt shah alam, continue kat sana je laaa
me : mcm mama kasi pulak....

oh well, papa punye answer mmg made me smileee widelyyyy. ;)

otw to hentian putra ;
papa : when's your final?
me : in a week time.
papa : do your very best if nk buat actuary
me : sape ckp nk buat actuaryy ;(
papa : mama ckp you nk bt actuary
me : noooooooooo, mane adeeeee.
papa : erm. kat bangi's campus ade architecturing tak?
me : tade. sane more to engineering and courses i dont like.
papa : owh. hurmm.

haish. actuary was nver my thing.
architecturing is what i want badly ;(

oh gosh. what shall i do now.
im tired of arguing.
oh god. help me please.

love,
tqawhoreallydontwannaleave.


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